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Congrats to all of the Guys and Dolls cast! This gunna be a really fun show I can tell! wooh hoo! lol
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[ Mon ♥ Sep 12,05 ] |
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Ummm my birthday...yeah, did you ever have one of those days that you just wished you could cut out some things and paste it back together and everything would be PERFECT...
I had a wonderful morning and an even wonderful night, but I just wish all the in between would have just never happened. I have an amazing boyfriend and an even more amazing best friend and I honestly don't know what I would have done without them today. My boyfriend, my best friend, and my good friends at work made me feel so at home when thats all I really needed right then. They gave me a little cake with a single little candle and sang to me and I cried because it meant that much to me. So thanks guys, that was the best birthday present I could have gotten.
You're so...different. You just keep amazing me.
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[ Mon ♥ Aug 29,05 ] |
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Congrats to everyone with Stagedoor!...Caitlin you rock my fucking world, I don't think you have a livejournal...but you're gunna do beautifully! I'm excited!
An awesome part in Stagedoor and he says he misses me...this probably couldn't get much better...oh yea if I wasn't coughing every 2 seconds!...still awesome though...
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[ Mon ♥ Aug 22,05 ] |
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I was late...but it was TOTALLY worth it. lol
......yeeah.
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[ Fri ♥ Aug 19,05 ] |
I feel like Im two completely different people right now each one with two sets of completely different feelings...I don't thiink I've ever felt so out of place in my life...
my mind needs to be on the same wavelengths as my heart and its just not...
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3 ♥ Be My Love
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[ Wed ♥ Aug 17,05 ] |
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umm...I really don't care...yea...no.
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[ Sun ♥ Jul 31,05 ] |
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I can't do anything right anymore.
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[ Thu ♥ Jul 28,05 ] |
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Ugh!! I hate being the way I am sometimes...no wait, nevermind I hate it all the time. Aside from how it makes me feel and how it effects me, it eventually ends up effecting other people too and I HATE that because this isn't their promblem, they shouldn't have to deal with it, its me. Oh yeah, and alcohol doesn't make you feel any better, it doesn't make your problems any better and it certainly doesn't make them go away so if anyone trys to tell you that don't listen and I feel sorry for those who think it does help because you will eventually have to learn that it doesn't.
Ughhhh! I HATE being this way! JUST PUT ME ON FUCKING DRUGS ALREADY AND MAKE IT GO AWAY!!
I'm sorry for bringing you into this. Some how you manage to restrain your problems because I can't see them and I respect you a lot for that. It all seems too overhelming for me, but you can handle it...good for you.
Do me favor, never feel guilty when we fight or anything, ever. Even if I ever do or say anything to make you feel that way, don't because I know its somehow because of me anyway, somehow I screwed up and made it the way it is. (No sarcasm in this) Don't worry, its always going to be me and I realize that now. I'm sorry. I love you.
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[ Fri ♥ Jul 22,05 ] |
R.I.P. Mike Persico
July 11, 1989- July 21,2005
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[ Wed ♥ Jul 20,05 ] |
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE SO HOW DARE YOU MAKE A COMMENT LIKE THAT!!!! HAVE I TALKED TO YOU DIRECTLY IN THE PAST HOW LONG?! EXACTLY! SO YOU HAVE NOOOOOOOOO IDEA, END OF FUCKING STORY! STAY IN YOUR OWN DAMN LIFE AND DON'T MAKE COMMENTS ON WHAT YOU THINK IS GOING ON IN MINE!
KTHAKSBYE.
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[ Tue ♥ Jul 19,05 ] |
I DO believe you're the worst person I've ever met in my life. I would name all the things I don't like about you but...oops I just thought of a million BETTER things I could do with my time.
Oh yeah and tip for everyone looking NOT to get screwed over...don't trust anyone but your best BEST friend even if you think you can trust them, odds are you can't in the end.
Goodnight everyone!
KRYSTAL MARIE SCHOOLDEN I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! YOU'RE THE BEST FRIEND I COULD ASK FOR!
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[ Sun ♥ Jul 17,05 ] |
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...okay...I feel better
...fuck, no I don't. Just kill me or something...whatever.
Another day, another hell
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[ Tue ♥ Jul 12,05 ] |
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Okay finally have to write. Its been totally crazy lately lol but a fun crazy. Last night was the first night I went to sleep before 5 in the morning drunk of my ass in the past week lol so sleeping felt pretty good. I'm sick though lol its okay cause lots of asprin makes everything better makes you kind of out of it though lol anyways yea Kayleigh comes home tonight and then everyone will be home.
Conclusion: Partying is hard work lol you gotta be tough to go to sleep after the sun rises every night drunk and then get up and be ready to do it again the next night. lol hard but fun. Okay thats all for now bye kids!
Its you and me we could get out of here...
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[ Wed ♥ Jul 6,05 ] |
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Fourth of July...crazy crazy CRAZY fun! lol I love you Krystal and I will jump in a pool shirtless ANYTIME with you lol
Andrews birthday tomorrow oooooo I can't WAIT to drown him im the water 17 times!...i mean nooo...who said that?!
I love how even if its something that makes us upset that we really don't want to talk about, we can still talk about it and be honest and leave the room just as close as when we came in...maybe even closer. "We've been friends together in sunshine and shade and what wonderful memories we've made." lol I love you so much and HATE to see you upset so you know you can always tell me ANYTHING ANYTIME and if it may make me mad for a little bit, you know I'll get over it as soon as I remember how much I love you (which is about 2 seconds later lol) Remember we can get through anything.
Life is cRaZyYyYyY!!!...in an awesome way
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[ Thu ♥ Jun 30,05 ] |
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"This thing comes from somewhere else, somewhere far."
"Like Europe?!"
"NO ROBBIE NOT LIKE EUROPE!"
hahahahahahaha!
War of Worlds...definitly a good movie!
Me:"Heather those are the aliens."
Gus:"Does she not get it that their aliens?"
Me:"I GOT IT GUS THANKS!"
hahaha!!
Good times Thing one two!
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[ Wed ♥ Jun 29,05 ] |
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I do care.
"How else can I say it I don't speak no other languages!"
Yeah I'm bored for the next 2 hours lol Heather you BETTER be taking that shower! You've only got an hour now!
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[ Thu ♥ Jun 23,05 ] |
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Oh my gosh I miss him SO much...
Okay I'll stop posting now I swear.
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[ Wed ♥ Jun 22,05 ] |
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Oh that just makes me feel GREEEEEEEAAAAAT! *If you don't sense the sarcasam in that...then theres really no hope for you in life...basically*
Anyways...yeah a word of advice...NEVER trust things that people who aren't that close to you say because well...odds are it will change or they're just not tellin you the truth hun
Maybe I just expect too much of some people...
If you don't know what I'm talking about...ask and I'll tell you, if I feel like it. If you know you're one of those people I wouldn't answer in the first place though...save us all time and just don't ask. Hmmmm...this seems to be the reality of my world. That really didn't make too much sense now did...oh well...I'll get back to you on that one
I've decided that I'm not going to pretend to be nice to people anymore because it just eventually gets thrown back in my face one way or another, so if I don't like you then I don't like you. I'm done being nice to people who aren't nice to me.
omg I can't WAIT for Krystal to surprise me when I get home...I mean...I don't know that...what are you talking about?! Not constantly being in touch with her and not having her to talk to is driving me MAAAD!! haha but yeah Krystal the drinking thing, I know juuuuust the people to call lol oh this should be interesting!...wait, what people are we talking about here again...our kinda newer homies or our back in the day ones?? lol Cause our back in the day ones...I would just rather avoid that entire situation lol but I think your talking about our new ones anyway so it doesn't really matter lol okay I'm done now
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[ Sun ♥ Jun 19,05 ] |
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Are you fucking kidding me?...whatever...hnudsnbjuizhbndisfuhbnuvgfis!!!
I HATE not being home...I feel like I'm losing you...I know I'm not...but it just feels that way...maybe I'm just being selfish its hard not to be when you never want to lose someone. Now I know how you felt when you said something like this one time...I love you don't forget about me. What would I do without my Dopey???
It was so good to here his voice today, I wanted to cry when I had to hang up though.
I HATE NOT BEING HOME!!!! I WANNA GO HOME!! I just feel like crying.
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[ Fri ♥ Jun 17,05 ] |
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I miss home...
Its nice here but I want to be HOME! I don't like waking up in the morning and not having to call Krystal to wake her up and say "what are we doin today?" and I don't like not having to be like "hey guys, sleepover at the Schoolden's?!" It's depressing
Right now I'm on the phone with Russell cause hes in New York too! lol We're talking about meeting up and hanging out cause hes bored cause all hes doing is modeling up here.
Bye kids!
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